SUN GAZING DAY 3

I stopped the car on the way to school this morning, got out and sun gazed for 30 seconds and realised how really beautiful the sun is. I really felt that I was being nourished by it. I didn't want to stop, but I had to get Ethan to school and I didn't want to overdo it in any way since it's recommended to add only 10 seconds a day. When I finished I felt so good all I could think about was that I can't wait until tomorrow to do it again. I explained to Ethan what I was doing and he said, "That's something you don't hear every day". He made me smile and giggle. Then I started thinking about the chocolate chunk/almond cookies I was going to make when I got home.

I called my daughter last night and told her what I was doing. She went on and on about wanting me to promise to her that I wouldn't stop eating. Well I told her we'll see. I did seem to have a lot more energy yesterday. I couldn't get to sleep last night and slept about 4 1/2 hours. Normally I would be really tired, but I'm not. This was only after 2 sun gazing sessions. I wonder if it had something to do with that. I'm thinking by the time you get to 45 minutes a day you probably hardly sleep at all.

I feel really nourished, loved and centered today :)

SUN GAZING DAY 1

This is going to be good. It happened yesterday, I was planning on starting after the solar eclipse this friday, but I was driving home last night, the sun was setting and I just did it. Stared at the sun for ten seconds. This is the beginning of Sun Gazing.

About 3 years ago I became interested in becoming a breatharian. I set it as a life goal for myself, something I wanted to do before I died. It seemed like it would be a stepping stone to greater freedom. Imagine the money you would save not having to eat. This would allow you freedom from the slavery of working. If you didn't have to eat, you would only need to trade for clothing, cleaning supplies and shelter. I read that Jesus found a way to do this so he could have the freedom to travel and spread his spiritual wealth without the worry of how to feed his physical body.

I went to work that day 3 years ago at Hippocrates Health Institute and brought up the subject with a co-worker. She was interested in it too and told me how sun gazing is the way to becoming a breatharian. She said she wanted to start sun gazing too that is one of the reasons she moved back to Florida. I started studying the subject a little and eventually let it drop.

It came up again when a friend sent me a link to Youtube.com of a video of a man who hasn't eaten or drank anything since he was 12 years old, he's now in his 70's. I've also noticed since we got our puppy, everyday he spends a great deal of time laying in the sun. You know that's how Ann Wigmore chose wheat grass out of all the grasses she grew, was because that's the one her cats liked the most. She experimented with wheat grass and discovered all these amazing healing properties. And now we're hearing about increased solar activity so the sun seems to be in the forefront of my existence right now.

I found some information online about the process, and basically you stare at the sun within one hour of sunrise or sunset for 10 seconds the first day and increase 10 seconds every day thereafter. Doing it barefoot on the bare earth is suppose to increase the affects, but it's been 20 something degrees lately so I'm going to add the barefoot thing when it's warmer.

I have tried a few different kinds of diets in my lifetime, mostly because I had major intestinal distress my whole life, only finding out 3 years ago I have celiac disease. In the past, I became a vegetarian for 8 years after going to work at a restaurant and seeing a full size cow liver sitting on a cutting board. It was so disgusting I didn't eat meat for 8 years after that. I also became a 100% raw foodist which lasted only 4 months, because I became so open spiritually that I couldn't handle going out in public. This is a concern of mine this time, but I live in a way less populated city now and it has a much more small-town lifestyle so I'm hoping it will be easier to handle.

Of course, when I told my partner what I was going to do last night I got "the look" the judgemental you are crazy look that I can't stand and I got every reason why it wasn't logical. So this morning I get my daily quote email from Abraham-Hicks and it says, "Your joy factor will remain constant as you are continually refining your ideas of what you want, and that's why it is so important for you to get everybody else out of the equation. They've got their own game going on; they don't understand your game. Give them a break; stop asking them what they think." Wow! How timely is that, so I'm not going to worry about what anybody else thinks, although I think it's worth documenting so I'm going to use this blog for this purpose.

I already received my second gaze in this morning while walking out to the car to take Ethan to school, 20 seconds. The only thing I notice is an activation type feeling behind my right eye. It's only on the right, not the left. I feel very centered too.

The more I thought about not eating the more hungry i got, so I already ate for breakfast
1/2 orange,
glass of coconut kefir,
2 peanut butter cookies Lisa gave me for my birthday,
a mug of chili chocolate,
a slice of millet bread toast with butter
I weigh approx. 138lbs.